Moving, Out Of Practice, And A Surprise Nightmare

So yesterday I moved into a new house and it seemed like there was some curses here, but I just couldn't pick out any details. It's been a bit since I've had to do much finding since they tend to come to me. I'm also not feeling too strong energy wise and I think that's just me being out of practice. I remember a few months ago I was doing five times as much, with ease, and with more energy being diverted for other things (like maintaining a barrier around the house). Now it feels like I can do just about as much as I was when I started.

I'm starting to practice just the fire again because it's pretty useful and it helps with overall output. I feel better doing it a bit, and it feels more natural than it did when I started so at least I haven't lost it. I also realized that my barriers kinda suck now, so I'm working on that too.

Anyway, I wanna talk about the nightmare now. I slept from like two thirty PM until three fifty PM or so. Not sure on the exact time. The nightmare seemed somewhat short, so probably three ten or three twenty, maybe later or earlier, I'm not sure.

The main thing of the dream was that my hands had been cut off and skinned, and they were in the fridge so I wanted to move them to the freezer so they wouldn't rot. I also somehow had hands that worked, so Idk what that was about. Anyway, every time I tried to move them to the freezer, something would happen to make me forget, and I think the whole world would shift around so I was in a different spot and had to find the fridge again. It was also all strangely blue. Like the light icy blue you see in glacier caves.

At some point after having that happen a few times, it started to feel more desperate and scary, and then I thought about it and realized it had to be the work of curses again. I got all combative and angry, and I think I was going to fight and kill them somehow right then and there. I remember feeling my ability to do anything dwindling, so I flipped them off (they didn't seem to be in the dream, so just in some sort of direction) and said something like "go ahead and try to take my middle fingers too," and then they made it hard for me to move my middle fingers.

Seeing how I really couldn't do anything in the dream, I decided I needed to wake up right then, but it was really hard. Normally when I have a nightmare I can just wake up and it's pretty easy. This time I had to fight to wake up. It felt like they were trying to trap me in that dream because of how hard it was to get out. I did manage to, but it felt like my eyes were glued shut almost.

When I woke up I very clearly sensed two curses, the two who had caused this, and they were nearby, seemingly moving to or they just were in the other end of the house (or maybe halfway. Kinda hard to tell when the house is so new to me). I used the fire technique to give myself some sort of protection, and then I had to go to the grocery store (which then had an issue with the fire system that ended with them needing to close the store for the day). Also, when I woke up I noticed that one of the lights in my room had gone out. It was the one closest to the two doors (mostly so I remember when I look back on this).

Oh, and I think that before the nightmare part had started, I was trying to traverse a weird house that seemed to have another house inside it, or something like that. It was odd but I didn't remember it well because it's a little less interesting than me trying to put my skinned hands in the freezer.

That's all I've got for now, but I feel like I'll have more to say since I have to fight curses again. Also, the Autobomb thing seems pointless or nonfunctional, and I might talk about that later.